This is the phase I started noticing the body of my mother, Anita. She is in her prime age with a voluptuous body. I am in the adolescent phase. Having a woman in proximity, like at home, adds a lot of fuel to the already raging hormones.
It was summertime, and the universal attire for women at home was a nightie. She had been wearing a nighty for a long time. But it never made me notice her, but one day, early morning, I woke up early and heard the cycle bell of the milkman. I walked out of my room and went to the front of the house.
The sun was coming up. My mother had received the milk packet and was standing near the gate, the sun rays were falling over a white nighty. In an instant, my eyes were glued to the features of her body.
As the sun rays were falling from the front, I could see the outline of her rounded, ample breasts. As she turned a bit, I was awestruck by the shape of her breasts under the nighty amplified by the sun rays.
Her nipples were poking through them, as there seemed to be no undergarment inside. The cleavage was not a lot, but just a small, thin line of the rack was more than enough to add spice to my imagination. This was the first time I had seen her in that nighty.
As my eyes were fixated on her breasts, I was feeling like I was in a trance. Sometimes, subtle views of hidden assets make more impact than seeing things openly. As I was lost in thought appreciating her big, well-shaped bosoms, I was just jolted by her calling my name. “Pritam, you woke up early?”
I was still in the trance of noticing the curves of a woman so close in my life through the thin white nighty. Then I said I had just woken up and asked, “What’s this new dress?” (I didn’t want to use the obvious term of nighty)
“Oh,” she said, “It’s the new dress that your dad got me.”
Pradeep is my dad and used to work as an engineer in the Middle East. Depending on his projects, he used to visit India for holidays spanning between 2 and 4 months. He had returned from the Gulf just 3 days ago. Not sure if he had got it for her to wear just for himself or in general.
Mom brushed my hair with her fingers and told me to have a shower and come for breakfast. And the moment she turned, I saw the most beautiful big swaying butts. The thin white nighty accentuated them.
I wouldn’t say the night was transparent or translucent. But the material seemed thin and hugged her body so that it showed her curves amplified. They were moving left to right. It made my heart skip a beat. I was wondering how I did not notice this beauty for so long.
It was the first time in my life that I looked at her as a woman more than a mother. I was in that crucial age of adolescence that a beautiful, sexy woman like her would let the blood rush through anybody’s body. I felt a twitch in my shorts, and the feeling was so different that I had never felt it before.
I had mixed feelings of excitement. At the same time, I’m seeing my mother from a different angle. Due to the uneasy feeling in my shorts, I went straight to the bathroom. I was lost in thought, not able to understand what I had felt.
As I turned, my eyes focused on a black bra that was hanging in the rack. I don’t know what happened to me. I couldn’t control myself and took the bra. The label mentioned the brand Enamour and the other details with the number 36DD. At that time, I didn’t know what it meant.
I took the bra closer to my nose. The moment I smelt it, I felt as if I was smelling her body and it gave me an instant hardon, something that I never felt so intensely. It was more than when I watched porn. Blood was rushing through my body.
The aroma of her body in the bra was sending pulses to my dick. I had to hold it to subdue it. And for the first time in my life, I was moving my dick in my palm without watching porn. The sole reason for it was my mother’s body odour. All the images of seeing her from the gate flashed through my mind.
She has well-shaped, big breasts and a thin line of cleavage. Her swaying big butts, and instantly, I released my cum. I never felt so thrilled with a fast-beating heart. The moment I leaked, a sudden feeling of guilt hit me.
‘It’s your mother, the hands that raised you, the soul that needs your respect.’ Then I had a cold shower to cool my extremely warm body due to the intense activity. It not only stimulated my organs, but also my mind and soul. I came out of the bathroom and saw her.
I realised I’m not looking at her the same way that I did all these years. And all day I was shuttled between guilt and excitement seeing her in that nighty when she was bending with ample cleavage. The nightie was getting stuck between her butts.
The way she raised the nighty to tie it on her waist while working, exposing her milky, fair legs. I realised I was looking at her more as a sexy, fair buxom woman who is making me feel differently.
During the night, I was replaying the entire day’s experiences in my head and feeling so good. I could hear faint sounds from my parents’ room as we shared a common wall. It seemed like the moans of mom. They must have been doing all these years, but it never struck me to pay attention to it.
But that night, I was already going through the turmoil of emotions of watching my mother as a woman. I placed my ear on the wall to feel what was happening. The moment I hear a moan from my mother, the blood rushed to my groin in a jiffy. It gave me an instant hard-on.
I couldn’t believe how this happened. I started to feel myself taking my dick out of the shorts. But didn’t realise this excitement would be short-lived. It was just her moans for a couple of minutes, and it stopped. I was wondering what was happening.
Then I heard mom say, “Again so soon? Why don’t you eat healthy and keep fit to perform better? In the past 5 years, you have not able to do much. You don’t know how I feel. Why don’t you go to a doctor?”
Then there was a silence, and then I heard my dad say, “Sorry, dear, I’m also trying my best. Who can resist a hot lady like you? I have taken all the treatment possible, and nothing is helping me. The doctor told me it’s common after the age of 50. I can’t take Viagra either, as it can have a serious effect on my existing blood pressure conditions.”
Then I started to feel how frustrated Mom would be in this situation. I was wondering why she even married a guy 11 years her senior. This was also a disappointment to me. It made me limp again and go to bed. Again, the scenes of the day flashed in my mind, and also the aroma of her body from the bra.
This gave me an erection, and I masturbated, playing the views of her body in my mind. I shot a huge load. I then slept so peacefully and relaxed, and was thinking, “What am I doing? Is this right? Shouldn’t I not be thinking about my mother’s body from that angle?”
I went to sleep with all these thoughts in my mind.
The next part will – The first glimpse-The impact. This episode will share the experience of seeing her body semi-dressed and naked. The huge impact it caused in my mind made me lose control.
Would appreciate feedback and thoughts on my experience. These are bits and pieces of emotions felt during that phase of a couple of years. And if you have also been in a similar situation and want to connect for experience sharing, reach out to [email protected]. Thank you for reading till the end.